Wan Xin, Shi Yun and I went to Zouk on saturday after welcoming Eugene back from Australia at the airport. My family helped me researched on how to get to zouk, I want to thank my father for drawing the map, my brother for finding the transport and mother for telling me what to do in the club. HAHA, it is my first time at ZOUK, almost like my first time going to primary school.

We went to e wrong road outside somerset, we tried to jaywalk across the walk 3 times but failed. We really look like threesome prostitues except that we scream alot more than normal prostitutes. We took bus 16 to ZOUK.

When we reach there, we do not know which entrance to enter, luckily brainy prostitute Wan xin chose the correct entrance. The guards confiscated my water bottle! I feel quite "throw face" because nobody brings water bottle to clubs. The place really looks like a haunted house. I expected people to dance and expected the place to be as squeezy as the TAU SAR in the TAU SAR bun, but everybody was dead. Pathetic Singaporeans.

We like to dance R & B songs, the techno songs almost pulled my heart out. Wan Xin at least was so eager to dance, she got the sexy look on her face also, WOO HOO. Shi yun was almost a wet blanket intially, but later my pro, sexy, hot dance movement entrains Shi yun to start dancing too. Everybody grooved well.

Wan Xin and I kana rubbed by despotic guys. We can see people staring at us, we are such hotties! I think I shake too much until a guy came behind me and rubbed his "front" against my butt and touch my butt. Shoo. And the next guy also came to rubbed his "front" against my back. Is it a trend? Guys like analing is it? haha

Around 4am, Wan Xin's guy friends came to fetch us home. Home sweet home. :)



Wan Xin has grown prettier! She is fleshy and sweet! She still likes to laugh alot, so nice:)



Shi Yun has grown sweetier and become more mature internally and externally. What a beautiful girl:)

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jastubee =)) 8:07 PM.

Hey guys, anybody who wants to ask me out should book an appointment with me as soon as possible, because I am working on weekdays 8.30am to 5.39pm and alterante half-day saturdays. But I will be very free on weeknights! I should be able to go clubbing on friday provided there is no work on saturday. Hee.

I am working till February doing data entry and filing. The pay is $1500 per month-$8.5 per hour. What a good pay... However the company is in Jurong. Those people who want this job, I'm sorry there are no more vacancies. If they are any, I will gladly inform you.

I have to dress up formally, no jeans! The company is really an office. I get to sit on a typist chair to do my work. Today I get to used a vacant "BOSS" room. The room is huge! The work kind of suck. I have to file 20 000 papers in order and carry many huge ring files around. My back is so going to give way and my eyes are going to dry up into a crushed paperball anytime soon.

Tomorrow will be a better day. Jesus will guide me and help me:)

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jastubee =)) 10:30 PM.

When I saw so many photos of my ex-boyfriend hugging a girl, I don't know why tears just welled up in my eyes. He is not the kind of guy who will let a girl get so close to him. Maybe he really likes her that is why his face is so close to her or she is allowed to rest her head on his chest.

That was initally my position. My position to lie on his chest and hold him close to him. I feel angry, sad and happy at the same time. Angry that he changes his heart so easily, sad that I wasn't able to take a photo like this with him and happy that he and the girl are happy together.

After I know God, I know that my relationship with any christians will be better. But it was too late, I wasn't given a chance to be with him. That will stay as my dream. At least now I have my relationship with God and family.

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jastubee =)) 12:55 PM.

My mum was admitted to the hospital today, she can't move her legs. I will continue to pray for her until her legs are well again. Mummy Jia you!

Here is a video of the prom king dancing. his name is called errol. A very handsome guy indeed.


If you watch the video again, you can hear me screaming at 0.05, 0.15 and saying omg at 0.27. Am I that desperate?

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jastubee =)) 9:55 AM.

In the church and in the community of God's people, there are definitely "dirty" jobs that God has called us to do. Imagine how the crowds gasped when Jesus reached out and touched the leper. He was not afraid of "dirty" jobs. Jesus came to "to seek and to save that which was lost" (Luke 19:10)Heard from my friend that as long as we love our job(no matter how tough or easy) and not because of the money, Jesus will bring more rewards to us.

Yesterday's prom night was quite fun, but I realised I don't know alot of people there. If things did not happen, I will be happier, maybe a chance to spend 24 hours with my friends. I told Dezhi I am really happy already, he said he can see through me, he knows I am still not happy. He said my happiness now is not natural, I am bluffing myself.

It is quite sad to know that your dream is 100% confirmed unable to be fulfilled when some people add restrictions to it. A dream is still a dream, it is unpredictable, try harder to add more barriers, they can just disappear. I should just let God decides for me. He is the best.

Love is such a powerful feeling that it can be frightening. But never forget that love is a precious gift, go on and dare to fall in love. Sometimes all you need is a bit of courage to make the first move. Love is constant, alive and lasts through the years.-->said by someone

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jastubee =)) 9:31 PM.

After talking non-stop and raising my voice for 1 hour 30 mins at the kids during phonics lesson, I got a sore throat. I think I was not feeling well before that already. Yesterday I sat on e hair saloon chair for 5 hours 30 mins just to rebond my hair.



Of course I still prefer my messy and curly hair, but because my hair has too many frizzy hair, so I decided to rebond it. Now I can make my hair curly again. Because there is no more frizzy hair.

I went to Jamie's house for Prom full dress rehearsal, I think is quite a weird idea. I went there to see each other's dresses and give comments and advices. After that my sore throat worsen, when I swallow my saliva, I taste blood and feel very painful at my throat. I went back home to see a doctor, I found out I have high fever.

If I still have not recover by tuesday, I don't mind not going prom, take it as a donation to a pathetic prom night with NYJC taking only 20 tables unlike other JCs which booked 60 tables. And also I feel awkward going there...

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jastubee =)) 10:22 AM.

Today I started work at 10.30am at a kindergarten private tuition centre. The pay is $10 per hour. I have to work for 1hour 45 minutes each day on Saturday, Sunday and Wednesday night. Well I am so excited to teach K1, K2 or primary 1 students, they are so lovable and cute. Well my dream came true as I am able to teach them today!

Yesterday, I went to New Creation Church alone to thank God for the job and for keeping me free and alive. On the way back home, I was attracted to a guy in mrt. He resembles someone and has the body and height. Both of us were alone and we kept exchanging glances. Awww... Please ask for my handphone number.. We came in to the train at city hall station and also alighted the same stop at bishan. Cool, he stays in Bishan I think. If only fate can bring us together in university:)

My mother made me cry today because she kept asking me about my exboyfriend. She asked why break up? why never talk to one another? why never go out with him? why go church alone? She made me remember about it, so it hurts alot. She told me she will not object to BGR, (now then she says) well it's too late.

I taught 5 young children in the tuition centre English and Maths. I taught present continous tense and comprehension and also play Bingo game with them. Zhongzhe, a naughty student kept kicking me and ask me whether I got boyfriend. He kept stealing sweets and running around the room. Amelia is a k1 student, she is quite slow, so I attend to her personally most of the time. They are all so cute, but can be mischievous sometimes. Now I have to set up my plan on my phonics lesson with a new group 2ml!

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jastubee =)) 2:07 PM.